My Long Absence

OMG!!! It has been so long since I have updated my blog here :(  I am sooo sorry to my followers, But! the good news is I new pics to post :) These are from sessions I had with Andre The Toonman over the past few years :) I promise next post to get back on track with all things Babs Lol!!!

The begining for Babs Pt#1

Well not to bore you Lol!!! It all started with seeing Lois Lane tied to the RR tracks add to that my Pops had hidden in his office desk down in the garage as well as in his top dresser drawer a bunch of Bondage & Detective mags Lol!!! They were the likes of HOM, Harmony, & True Detective etc, you know the ones that had bondage covers. Then there was puberty which set off in my mind that I was attracted to seeing a female bound and gagged, now this part is a bit harder to explain in that my feelings evolved as I wondered why I was attracted to seeing the Damsel's in question skirt or dress crease as she would struggle, or her skirt or dress would shimmer, or watching her legs or breasts strain against the ropes, or even why I was so attracted to this type of thing??? It went further in that I started feel that I wanted to be that female, I wanted to be in her position at that moment!!! I mean dressed like her, bound and gagged like her, Oh! and yes struggling like her!!! This feeling became embedded in my mind and in my person I am about 11 or 12 years old at the time, so I tried just bondage in male mode by hanging a rope over a tree with a wide green belt attached to it Lol!!! I did this a few times ( now keep in mind puberty is full on Lol!!!) it did nothing for me at all!!! I was getting frustrated at this point and in my mind I was going to deal with this no matter what!!! I wanted to get my feelings understood and controlled as they were new and strange to a pre teen as I think we all have gone through something similar Lol!!! So now at this point I think I was in 6th grade and both my parents worked and the opportunity presented itself for me to cut school (now before you all go on me about it I do not think there is a person on the face of the planet who hasn't cut a day or a class Lol!!!) so I did as I walk home my mind fills with ideas and fantasies, all strange, but! exciting to me. I get home and in my mind I cannot make up my mind what to do first, so I raid my Mom's & Sister's dressers and I find this 60's style silk short dress, a light blue rubber British nurses dress ya know the one with the high white collar, a nice brightly striped colored 70's skirt and they all fit!!! Now that was my Mom's dresser Lol!!! Into my Sister's room I go and there in the closet is a brownish colored 70's style sundress which I loved because of the way it looked. I now bring out a full size mirror so I can model the treasures I have found, I guess that is what I was thinking Lol!!! So I did model them caressing the different fabrics with my hands, looking in and posing for the mirror pretending I was bound and gagged, now I was looking for more that the dressing and pretending to be bound in my mind was either not enough or not what I wanted, But! I was determined to resolve this so with no clue at this point I was just looking around the house for something I just didn't know what Lol!!! Within a few minutes I come across one of my Mom's scarves and then not much later I found a piece of rope it all then started to fall into place and Babs was still a long way off Lol!!! I will post Pt#2 soon!!! Yes I will add the Lois pic & clip when I find them Lol!!!

Hi all and welcome to my little space here. I hope to share with you my life history of dressing and bondage as well as my other interests. I will try and post often, But! in life there are real thing we all must do Lol!!! So enjoy your stay if not then I thank you for stopping by. Babs